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CLOSURE ENGLISH SUBTITLES WORK VERSION N°3
This documentary was filmed from 1994 to 1996 during the NIN "Self destruct" tour.
The hectic conditions of a rock and roll concert tour
are less than ideal for film making,
and as a result, the picture and sound quality in portions of this programs are compromised.
Self Destruct
Nine Inch Nails Tour 1994
Nin Halo 12: Closure
Tape 1: Live and interviews
What is Nine inch nails ?
Fucking Nine Inch Nails, it's fucking bad.
Nine Inch Nails i mean god damn them some long as nails.
Nin may 5, 8PM
New Orleans
There, there's a lot...
They're the best fuckin thing that happened to music, alright ?
Show them the rat bit you.
Rat bit me.
What are you guys gonna do with that picture ?
Well, this is gonna be plaqued and put up in the cracker barrel.
What we're gonna do, we're gonna have the picture there
with like the rest of the groups autographs around there.
It’s gonna go up with Gallagher’s
above the fireplace.
This band not only wants to re-invent the wheel,
but wants to pound spikes into it, as well.
- She's awfull. - Yeah monkey face.
It would be disastrous, and would cause irrecoverable damages to
Utah's women and children.
Hi, we're at Nine Inch Nails !
Fuck you.
- He's tellin' me there's no god ! - There's no heaven, there's no hell.
All you are is fucking worm food. Might as well face that shit right now.
The only reason human beings created god,
god did not create man, man created god.
I just scored front row tickets.
- Really? - Hello, my life is good.
Woo !
He keeps saying : "I’m gonna be in Trent’s jock strap."
“I’m gonna be in his underwear.”
You know what my dream is?
I'm gonna lick trent when he comes down into the audience, and he will.
- I'm not a big nine inch nails fan. - That's ok.
But i wouldn't mind licking him.
Keep him, away.
Hey God,
Why are you doing this to me?
Am i not living up, to
what i'm supposed to be?
Why am i seething
with this animosity?
Hey God,
i think you owe me
a great big apology.
Terrible lie
Hey God,
i really don't know
what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes
only in my dreams.
I feel my hatred grow
all the more extreme
Hey God,
can this world really be
as sad as it seems.
Terrible lie
Don't tear it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Please don't tear it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
Don't tear it away from me.
I need you to hold on to.
Don't tear it.
Please, don't tear it.
Don't take it, Don't ! Hey God,
there's nothing left
for me to hide.
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in this fucking world you must despise
Hey God,
I believed your promises,
your promises and lies.
Terrible lie
You made me throw it all away.
My morals left
to decay.
How many you betray.
You've taken everything
My head is filled
with disease.
My skin is begging you : "please".
I'm on my hands and knees.
I want so much
to believe.
I want so much
to believe.
You fucking promised me.
You promised me.
nine inch nails, last call, around here please,
hello, over here, very good you're learning,
go right in here,
nine inch nails, your favorite
you what?
what's up? what's up dude? you are baby, you are
donna, look at that one
do it again?
she needs a hickey mark isn't that fuckin awesome?
-what are you doing on assholes ? -she needs a hickey mark on her wrist
why is your tongue green?
hangover,
i did too many drugs and alcohol,
i have a hangover
El Duce !
you see? yeah
all right
don't mind me
yeah
so you girls dancin girls with these guys?
- yes - cool
- we're his dick suckers - there ya go
maybe you just point it like this, hold on, dude don't deny
tuck that shit in dude
you dont mind?
oh you know what i like sweet lady
...stand by lone star
And i want you
hey whats up man
ahhh
nice hit
fine with me man
- what time is it marco - it is now 9:18
1,2,3,4
see how fast i can do that
your'e an asshole
'cause you're assholes, are you an asshole?
'cause we're ass holes too,
what ya gonna do, 'cause your'e an asshole
you
are
an asshole
maybe you think your'e a lonely guy
fucks you in your mouth
and you think your'e too tough to cry
you're all fucked
you went ot the grave just to give it a try
and dagmar(son of a bith i've ever seen in my life)was his name
fifteen minutes copy thank you
now comes warming time
it's a lot easier to talk tough than to actually be the man and swallow the worm
come on
bottoms up boys
I don't even remember how I got this on, john can you remember, is there any method or do you just put it on?
put it on and just start pulling it down
worse than a bunch of kids
put your arms up, so we get this
hey listen, the women know hot i've got clothes on
where's the starch at?
i'm not sure why they make us do this
it seems very half-assed but it's not
lets get some face, alright lets have hair I wanna see hair
i've been doin this for years boys
this man has been doin this for years, he has been doing it for months
- that's all? i know - wooly bear
look at that ass it's awesome,
check it out, rubber gloves, starch, still couldn't fit
we're gonna fuck 'em up man, london right?
james has got the medicine ya'all,
set it down
it's hot, that's alright
tuck your dicks boys and lets become women and make a show,
that's what we call rock'n'roll
Hey (pig)
Yeah you
Hey pig piggy pig pig pig
All of my fears came true
Black and blue and broken bones
you left me here i'm all alone
My little piggy needed something new
Nothing can stop me now
'cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'cause I just don't care
Nothing can stop me now
'cause I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'cause I just don't care
Hey pig
Nothing's turning out the way i planned
Hey pig
there's a lot of things i hoped
you could help me understand.
What am i supposed to do
i lost my shit because of you.
Nothing can stop me now
I don't care anymore
Nothing can stop me now
I just don't care
Nothing can stop me now
You don't need me anymore
Nothing can stop me now
'cause I just don't care
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing
can stop me
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing
can stop me
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing
can stop me
Nothing can stop me now
Nothing
can stop me
now
you're not getting tired are you, you fucks ?
Kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky
and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe
sometimes i don't believe them myself And i decided i was never coming down
Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see
But i watched it way too long
and that dot was pulling me down
I was up about it
I was up above it
Now i'm down in it
I was up above it
(I was up above it)
Now i'm down in it
Well shut up so what what does it matter now
I was swimming in the haze now i crawl on the ground
And everything i never liked about you
is kind of seeping into me
Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out
"I guess the joke's on me" she said
I was up about it
(I was up above it)
(Now i'm down in it)
(I was up about it)
(I was up above it)
Now i'm down in it
I used to be so big and strong
I used to know my right from wrong
I used to never be afraid
I used to be somebody
I used to have something inside
Now just this hole that's open wide
I used to want it all
I used to be somebody
I'll cross my heart and hope to die but the needle's already in my eye
And all the world's fucking weight is on my back and i don't even know why
What i used to think was me is a fading memory
I looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye"
I was up about it
I was up above it
Now i'm down in it ( Oh my god ! )
I was up above it
I was up about it
Now i'm down in it
I was up about it
I was up above it
Now i'm down in it
I was up about it
rain rain go away come again some other day rain rain go away come again some other day
rain rain go away come again some other AHHHHHH
i was up above it
now i'm down in it
AHHHHHH it
i was up above it Oooooohh
i was up above it
"now i'm down in it"
Sick motherfucker !
Open at 45, going to be alright.
Fuck, Fuck !
Fucking Fedex idiot, huh.
Welcome to New York…
It’s split in a funny fucking way,
the bone’s chipped and… that’s what poked the fingernail off.
Stabbed in the back of my Face…
He needed to stick a needle in the palm of my hand. The needle has webs in it.
So, his concern is: a) I can play it all or
b) what if I start playing, I don’t know how to send, my finger is in a bloody mess,
I can’t feel it, that’s not gonna make a good show,
so what do you think about it and what to do right now?
So I was thinking, you know...
if it was one, Tracy or somebody can play.
Today at the soundcheck proved that Tracy doesn’t know the stuff to play those parts.
If you can’t do, you can’t do that, fuck it.
If I got my throat cut out we wouldn’t play the show either. So fuck it.
It’s no sense feeling shitty about it…
What can i…? You know...
that doesn’t change the truth to what the fuck happened. So fuck it.
On the Marquis outside on the first, they say the show has been cancelled.
Then, let’s get a straight story for the press so it’s not turning to what it isn’t.
Then I think it should be the truth.
Absolutely.
He’s got the end of his fucking finger cut off…
Yes, absolutely.
He tried to do the show and passed out backstage. We can’t do the show.
Thank you, that’s fine. I just need to hear it one more time.
Well, there’s nothing like another stressful day.
It sucked.
Keep rolling.
We will leave. If we don’t have a show tonight in 4 hours… Ok?
And it doesn’t matter if we run it or not. Everyone is gonna be fired, ok?
We run it manual or we cancel it? A or B choice.
What does that mean?
For the show we do this week, we have no lights at all
We have house lights, we'll have to do with house lights.
Well, that's not good enough.
Why are we in this position ?
The production is always be aware of exactly where…
Well, the 2 guys who make the decision are me and me.
I am not aware until right now that the lights are not ready to be performed.
You never said ...um... the show is not gonna be ready today.
If we would have known that we wouldn’t be ready tomorrow,
we wouldn’t be playing tomorrow.
I’m slightly irritable beyond slightly...
if we don’t play tomorrow I’ll be really really mad.
Nothing could have been left to fucking bullshit…
Now, I’ve wasted all day in doing this, you know,
I’ll probably be up all night with you guys.
In terms of general looks. Let me just… do you have a pen on you?
That song should be super-moody… Help Me I am In Hell should be…
you’re just watching a light show.
Let’s just do this.
We’ll start trying to get this to happen.
Tomorrow at noon we’ll see where we are.
You know, maybe everything’s done, perfect in time, cool, by this afternoon...
It’s because we have the framework that works.
Here is the other challenge that we never done before.
Normally the set is orchestrated, started out, come back up…
Ok, wait!
Ok, wait up!
We’ll be right there!
We’re gonna do a little sideburn?
Am I good?
You good. Check it out.
Hey Trent!
Awesome dude!
You fucking pigs
Fuck you
Step right up,
march,
push.
Crawl right up on your knees,
please,
greed,
feed.
I want a little bit,
i want a piece of it,
i think he's losing it,
i want to watch it come down.
Don't like the look of it,
on't like the taste of it,
don't like the smell of it.
I want to watch it come down.
All the pigs are all lined up.
I give you all that you want.
Take the skin and peel it back.
Now doesn't that make you feel better ?
Shove it up inside,
surprise !
Lies.
Stains like the blood on your teeth.
Bite,
chew,
suck.
I want to break it up,
i want to smash it up,
i want to fuck it up.
I want to watch it come down.
Maybe afraid of it,
let's discredit it,
let's pick away at it.
I want to watch it come down.
Come fucking down.
All the pigs are all lined up.
I give you all that you want.
Take the skin and peel it back.
Now doesn't that make you feel better ?
The pigs have won tonight.
Now they can all sleep soundly.
And everything...
...is all right.
Come here, motherfucker
motherfucker
All the pigs are all lined up
All the pigs
All the pigs are all lined up.
All the pigs
All the pigs are all lined up.
All the pigs
No, no
All the pigs are all lined up.
Every fucking little pigs
You don’t see this one very often, Do you?
Jonathan, how are you doing?
Right here, Madison Square Garden. I’m hanging around with some nails.
Are you ready? Holy shit…
Sick!!
Amazing Mister Lifto of the Jim Rose Circus
is going to attempt to lift up... this chair...
Shit!! - Don’t lift up!!
Lifto?! Are you all right?
We’re on the road, 48 weeks out of the year,
staying at hotels just about every night.
And at each one there is a person at the desk,
that says if we need help lifting up the luggage…
and We say Fuck You!! We've got the amazing Mr Lifto
Fucking Samsonite gorilla !
3 days bro. As soon as the tour, this leg is over…
I’ll sit down here and have a long talk to myself.
I have to get to know Jim again.
Are you having fun yet?
so the fuck are we but he's not through,
We’re gonna take 100 firecrackers and light him on...
FIRE!! Fire! Fire! Fire! Fire!
YES! Give it up for… The amazing Mr Lifto
It’s not my call but for security reasons, you guys have to leave there.
It’s all good…
Dude, that was my beer.
This song's about....
fucking...
I'm drunk.
And right now I'm so (in love with you).
And I (don't want to think too much about what we...)
...should or shouldn't do.
Lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars,
While the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car.
Nothing quite like the feel...
of something new.
Maybe I'm all messed up.
Maybe I'm all messed up in you.
Maybe I'm all messed up.
Maybe I'm all messed up in you.
This is the only time I really feel alive.
This is the only time I really feel...
Thanks man.
What did you throw up, man, what did you throw?
Can I have a towel in exchange? Thanks man...
I swear.
Right now I found everything I need.
The sweat in your eyes, the blood in your veins...
are listening to me.
Well I want to drink it up and swim in it until I drown.
My moral standing is lying down.
Nothing quite like the feel...
of something new.
Maybe I'm all messed up.
Maybe I'm all messed up in you.
Maybe I'm all messed up.
Maybe I'm all messed up in you.
This is the only time I really feel alive.
I think being on stage at Woodstock was good.
At that time, I thought we did good.
My opinion of the show was this : it was obviously fucking chaotic.
You were going off.
The fucking music was like, sloppier than usual I felt.
Yeah, that was one of the best show I ever done, personally.
I connected, I said fuck it and I didn’t get tired…
I broke everything I could and it was an insane show. Fuck it.
I felt as if the world… the weight lifted up off me.
I felt just relieved… But… then I heard the tape, it was awful.
Live, I think, anger becomes a main source of energy to get off of.
The shows become very disorder(impossible a piger??--dissolved ? BIZARRE?)
The lights look amazing… that’s another story.
I just run into things.
You don’t really feel them till you get offstage.
Hey… can you put that on pause?
Yes? No?
Yeah!
Of course.
First, it sounds loud but then after a half hour it’s not so loud, you know?
And after, like, three quarter of an hour, it’s not loud enough, you know?
I think the lyrics to some of that stuff that “Are you with…”
It was so smart… so fucking smart… It’s nice just rocking.
But it’s rock and smart.
That’s to me like at the…
Great time…man, that’s just so good to see someone doing that.
If that’s not what it is all about, I don’t know what it is.
Hello. I know in speaking English but I like the group.
Thank you the pictures, thank you everyday.
If you’d like to make a call, please hang up and try again.
Head’s up!
Dave! Dave! Dave! Yeah!!!
1, 2, 3…
Nail it!
The chair!
What do you guys shooting at?
Exit sign, why?
Come on, Buzz…Dude, please, just one…
You’ll never have to do another one…
Promise? Promise! Promise! Promise!
Yeah!!
Don’t throw my beer! Don’t throw my beer!
Can you say…lawsuit?
Ready, number 4…Ready?
I'm just caught up in another of her spells.
Well, she's turning me into someone else.
Everyday i hope and pray this will end.
But when I can, I do it all again.
And if she says:
come inside, i'll come inside for her.
And if she says:
give it all, i'll give everything to her.
I am justified.
I am purified.
I am sanctified,
inside you...
I am justified.
I am purified.
I am sanctified.
inside you...
Are you ready ?
Yeah...
This is the first day of my last days.
I built it up, now i take it apart. Climbed up real high, now fall down real far.
No need for me to stay, the last thing left, I just threw it away.
I put my faith in god, and my trust in you,
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do.
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true.
Wish there was something real, in this world full of you.
I'm the one without a soul, i'm the one with this big fucking hole.
No new tale to tell, twenty-six years on my way to hell.
Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist fuck!
Don't think you're having all the fun,
you know me... I hate everyone !
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true.
Wish there was something real, in this world full of you.
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true.
Wish there was something real, in this world full of you.
Wish there was something real, wish there was something true.
Wish there was something real, in this world full of..
This world full of you.
This world full of..
I like the look of pain on your face, when you're drying yourself off on the amp.
I was on stage, and my mic stand flew out of my hand.
Once in a while a car blew up spontaneously.
This mic stand flew…
accidentally hit him on the head... cut his head open…
but he kept on playing, which I thought was pretty impressive.
I wasnt meant to do that. It's like combat, you know,
going onstage, something else takes over once in a while… things happen.
300 shows... I think we're doing OK. No deaths yet.
Do we have any gunshots anywhere in the dialog?
I'm working on this stuff for a new album now, and the mistakes I've made in the past was…
When you go on tour, you dont think that much
you constantly in strange situations, like this one, and...
you're always moving around…
What's that?
split it up so "shit you're Mallory Knocks aint you",
And the ri... and the last half is separate from the first half.
Holy shit!
Most of my writing comes from having a place in San Diego, time to think…
And in the past I just... never allowed myself time to do that.
- Ya want to try it with this ? - How come I don't hear shit !
So right at "..I'd be Mickey and Mallory", doom doom "I'm back in babys arms…"
"...I'd be Mickey and Mallory"
But it of the… fade out of the crowd…
I'm trying to have the discipline to um, get in a space where, I can also be writing, while touring.
which so far has been going pretty well.
-Did you record that? -Yep!
So I'm gonna put him in movies and he'll be a star…
- Don't you think? Come on, you're the cameraman, man. - Oh fuck!
- Is this…? - Is this the catering yet?
- Brad Pitt - Fucking Brad Pitt.
- He hates that bottom line, he hates… - If he could read well enough, to read a script…
Oh Danny get back in here… defend yourself!
Make it a little bit more interesting too… with seeing that side…
And then if something we cant forsee happens on those 2 shows…
we still have portland 'alright' in reserve just in case.
- Yeah? - Yeah.
well what I was going to do, I was going to cover most of those songs before march of the pigs
I was gonna coming up doing like an acoustic thing…
A middle aged more gentle approach… to this industrial chaos.
I'm touched by that.
God thinks he's all that and a bag of chips…
That was my street theory…
you know that…
(?) the other night (?) I was doing the film Under Pressure…
so why is he doing Vanilla Ice cover?
Comes to the fucking nap.
That's something I made in (?) 1968, I was thinking (?) would rule.
- Is that the year it was written? - Yeah.
I was one.
Somebody shove it up in front of me.
just trying to put that into perspective too much fucking perspective.
you kids are such agists
Yeah, I know, I know…
I think it'll be all right… see you later!
I... hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel.
I focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything.
What have i become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone i know,
goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of shit,
upon my liar's chair.
Full of broken thoughts,
i cannot repair.
Beneath the stain of time,
the feeling disappears.
And you are someone else,
And I am still right here.
What have i become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone i know,
goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
If i could start again,
a million miles away.
I would keep myself.
I would find a way.
-One more try! -One more try!
-No, that didnt count! Thats… -Yeah, really…
Oh, we get a light, we got a ….
Woo!
All right!
Awesome.
This way? We can go this way…
Polaroid!.
-Ready? -OK!
Hurry Up!
One more!
Oh, thank you all!
I've got a copy!
Have a good trip!
-Sissy boy. -Sissy boy !
Oh, awesome!
Awesome!
Eh Robbie?
Just when I thought it was over!
…in a concert, it said the show included foul language and obscene gestures
but the band calls the cancellation unfair…
I saw a kid with lipstick on I dont know if it was for me, but it was weird.
Twiggy brought this!
Dont bring that here!
-Dude you can make love to that. -Danny?
That smell, where did it come from?
good (?) in a drink.
Im so good looking, I can put a rubber on and still get laid.
From the look of the sores of your lips, you might want to put 2 on.
I still recall the taste of my tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep...
anymore.
You make this all go away,
you make this all go away.
I'm down to just to thing,
and i'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away,
you make this all go away.
I just want something...
I can never have.
You always were the one to show me how.
Back then, I couldn't do the things that i can do now.
This thing is slowly take me apart.
Grey would be the color, if i had a heart.
Come on tell me.
You make this all go away,
you make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing,
I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away,
you make it all go away.
I just want something...
I can never have.
I can never have...
I can...
Whoever threw that, fuck you Allright ?
In this place it seems like such a same.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same.
Everywhere i look you're all i see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of...
who i used to be. Come on tell me.
You make this all go away,
you make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing,
I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away,
you make it all go away.
I just want something...
I can never have.
I just want something...
I can never have...
Thank you
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